Friday Letters

Dear Bentley, how can something be so cute yet so bad! When daddy tried to get you out of bed you had a little accident and I had to wash our huge comforter! I still love you though no matter how bad you are! Dear Sore Throat, please go AWAY! Dear work, I do NOT feel like going to you today but I guess I have to :( bills need to be PAID! Dear Husband, I love you forever and always no matter what. Dear Ice T and Coco, I have noticed that I'm not changing the channel immediately when I see you in TV, that scares me. I hope everyone has a wonderful weekend xoxo

Life as a wife

I love being a wife. I love the feeling of having my husband to come home to every night and having him by my side through thick and thin. It's crazy but I actually enjoy doing his laundry, making him dinner, and all the other things that I do for him. People say I will get sick of it soon and I'm just in the newlywed stage but until then I will keep being the best wife I know how to be! Below is a picture of me doing one of my wifey things, grocery shopping! xoxo

So What Wednesdays!!

Happy Hump Day!! Today I'm saying So What To....

- That mess of a post last night. I hate that feeling when your tired but your mind is racing but after I wrote out my thoughts like that it actually helped me fall asleep.
- Laying on the couch right now instead of walking on the treadmill. I have a horrible headache :(
- Watching the same shows over and over. There is nothing ever on!!
- Loving that new show on Lifetime with Jennifer Love Hewitt "The Client List" I'm hooked!! She is absolutely gorgeous and should be my motivation to get my a$$ on the treadmill!!
- Being excited every time my husband and I have a day off together. It's nice being together because we are usually never together!

Can't sleep...Random Thoughts

Right now my heart is pounding because of the 2 cups of coffee I drank at like 2:00pm and I can't sleep at all. I'm watching 16 and pregnant and thinking about how I can't believe these teenagers are having babies when they themselves are babies. Not saying it can't be done, my grandma had my mom when she was very young and she is just fine. My husband is sleeping next to me and is breathing so loudly! It kind of annoys me but it's kind of comforting if that makes any sense. Work has been ok, I've been getting some people asking about the age difference between my husband and I and I've been having to defend our love. It's really annoying and the people I work with know nothing about the deep love we feel. Speaking of work, I've been doing ok, selling is something I can do. My husband is now making some weird noise with his mouth...the train horn noise I call it. I've been kind of in a Christmas mood...it's April, very weird. I've also been in a New Jersey Housewife mood..I can't get enough of them...maybe because it reminds me of my own family. Speaking of my family, I'm so happy to see my sister happy. She is dating such a wonderful person who fits her to a tee. When I think of them a really good Colbie Callat song comes to mind called "Talior Made". Now that we are on the topic of songs, I really miss the zone I used to get into when listening to John Mayer. I would lay in my bed and just go into a deep relaxing zone, now I'm scared to shut my eyes until I'm completely exhausted because I'm so scared my mind will keep racing. Well I'm going to try to close my eyes and drift into dream world. xoxo

The past week...

The past week I've been kind of in a little slump. Trying to conceive and it not working has kind of taken its toll on me and I had a mini meltdown. Its so hard for me to not be in control! My husband knew I was feeling down so he sent some flowers to my work and it really lifted my spirits up. We will get through anything together no matter what. Here are some pictures of the past week including my boys sporting there penguin attire!!! Go Pens!!!!

Easter Recap

Easter brunch this year was very relaxing. With lots of yummy foods that included colorful deviled eggs and a scrumptious hash brown casserole my mom made. There was many mimosas consumed and when there was no more champagne we improvised with vodka instead. The boys played horseshoes and the girls took in some sun. After the family left my husband and I went in and out of sleep watching 2 Lifetime movies (my favorite). Hope everyone had a wonderful Easter and have a great week! Here are a few pictures of the day, the most hilarious one is the one where my sister and I are caught in the act arguing. Sisterly love at its finest!

Friday Letters

Dear Husband, that you for always being so patient and understanding with me, your always there when I need you. I adore you. Dear Bentley, Right now your in my lap curled up in a ball sound asleep. You are such an amazing little fur baby and watching you sleep so peaceful may be one of my favorite things. Dear Mole in the pool that drowned, I have been thinking about you and feel so horrible that you drowned in my pool but you have sparked my interest in google moles. They are just too cute with there little webbed feet and long noses!! RIP little mole. Dear my beautiful flowers I planted, please keep it together, I've been watering you and watching you and you better not die!! Dear future baby, I've been so focused on you and your not even a twinkle yet! God knows when the right time is so I'm just going to continue to put all my faith in him about you and stop worrying so much about it.

I hope anyone who is reading this has a wonderful and relaxing Easter! xoxo

Planting

I'm soooooo not the outdoors kind of girl. The most I usually do is lay out outside and then I'm right back in. Well, something this week has gotten in to me and all I want to do is be outside!! It may be the beautiful weather we have been having or the fact that I want to make our outside not look like no one lives here! I started small with some planting in a a wagon my husband found and also a pot my sister gave me. Hopefully I can keep them alive!!!!

So What Wednesday!!!?

It's Wednesday again!!! Here are the SO WHATS I'm feeling this week! So What to.....

- The last time I blogged was last weeks So What! I really need to start working on my blog!!
- I don't have an Easter dress this year!! I'm kinda sad about this but I will put together some spring getup for the special day!
- Working FABOULOUS hours at work!!!! I think it's a huge huge mistake because I'm the last on the list for seniority but I'm not saying a word!!!!
- Not having to much Easter decor, ok well none except a table runner my mom gave to me. I haven't seen anything I like!!
- Always planning at least 45 min after I wake up to drink coffee and relax on the couch.
- Hating when I walk into work and people are immediately on my back. Let me put my purse away people!!!!! Gosh I hate that!!!!