Life can be hard sometimes

My husbands mom has been very sick for a very long time. Even before we started dating she was very sick. She lives in Pittsburgh, where the rest of his close family lives, very far from us. Yesterday, his sister called and said that their mom may die tonight or tomorrow and is losing lots of blood. We are looking at plane tickets and figuring out what to do. I (thank God) have never had anyone close to me pass. I know I'm one of the lucky ones. It's hard to watch my husband and the pain in his eyes. If your reading this please say a small prayer for my family and hope my mother in law is peaceful and in no pain. Thank you

So What Wednesdays!

It's Wednesday again! This week I'm saying SO WHAT if....

- I complain about my new job. Yay, it is def better then the last one but it's not what I expected!! I was told that I would move up to sales ASAP and that is NOT happening!!! I'm tired of doing inventory and greeting people!! It's not me and I'm not happy!
- I bought the Naked Pallette spur of the moment and then returned it, we are short on money right now and there is no reason why I need to spend $50 on eyeshadow!
-My usually organized closet is a MESS! Shoes everywhere, empty hangers it's BAD
- We still have not bought a sofa, I can't find one that I have fallen in love with!
- Washing clothes every few days is starting to drive me insane, I usually do it once a week but I wear a uniform and only have 4 shirts. It SUCKS
- I'm nervous about TTC, I have been off the pill since September and right now we are just seeing what would happen but nothing has happened!! You spend so much time trying not to get pregnant and then when you want to you can!!! Unbelivable!

Currently I'm...

Listening....to the news, something about a white powder making people sick found in two towns near us. If you want to really put a down on your day just turn on the news. So many horrible things going on!

Eating...Nothing, ate a PB&J for lunch and making tomato soup and grilled cheeses for dinner. Easy and warm...it's FREEZING here!

Drinking...Water, wish it was a nice warm cup of hot cocoa! Maybe after dinner..

Wearing...Old Abercrombie Sweatshirt, Pink Boyfriend Pants and Fuzzy Slippers...I'm sexy and I know it (not)

Feeling...At peace, called my grandmother today after not talking to her for about 8 months. I know it sounds horrible and that I'm a terrible person but there is a lot of hurt behind this. There may be an upcoming post on this roller coaster of a relationship

Weather...Freezing!!!! Kind of excited to pull out my uggs!! South Florida never gets cold!!!

Wanting...New furniture, I need a new living room set!

Needing... Who doesn't need money?!?!

Thinking...About how cute my little angel Bentley is while he sleeps on my tummy.

Enjoying...laying down and relaxing, I worked 9 days in a row last week! I'm tired!!