33 Weeks

Unbelievable...I will be a mommy in less then 7 weeks. I have wished for this little miracle my whole life. I'm so anxious but so nervous all at the same time. I feel my little Crosby moving right now as I sit in my bubble bath. I'm so excited to see John as a dad. He will be the most amazing father ever and when I stress out I remind myself he is by my side and we are in this crazy thing called life together.
Life is such an amazing journey and sometimes I forget how blessed I am. Crosby is a gift from our Lord above and I can't wait to hold this little miracle in my arms!!!

10 Weeks & 3 Days

It seems so far but so soon all at the same time. Our little angel will be making is appearance in about that time frame and I can NOT wait to see his beautiful face. This past week I was able to see him in 3D which was absolutely amazing! I think he looks like John but I guess we wont know until he gets here. His nursery is complete, all I need to get is his name put up but I cant figure out where to put it or what type of letters to get. We are very blessed that our family has helped us in so many ways I cant even express how thankful I am to them. Bentley is doing great, I don't know if he knows what is coming but I'm hoping and praying that he will be a great big brother to Crosby. Right now I'm working full time and I have to say it is getting hard. Not that I have an extremely hard job but it is hard not being able to take a nap during the day. I come home exhausted at night and cant sleep because I'm so uncomfortable but I keep saying to myself that this is for Crosby. I'm able to have money for our little one while I'm out. My dream would be to not have to work when he gets here but I think it will be too hard. John has been on a few job interviews that pay more but we will see how that goes. I do thank God that I am able to work because there are so many pregnant women who cant so I try to look at the bright side.