So What Wednesday...

Wow it's been awhile since I've done this! So what if..

- I was craving a McDonald's cheeseburger and fries yesterday and had to cave in! It was AMAZING by the way!

- Bentley hasn't gotten groomed in awhile. His poor hair is out of control!

- We haven't started on Crosby's nursery yet. Johns Fam is coming down from PA and they need some where to sleep!

- I'm so excited my sis is going to watch Crosby so that I am able to go back to work. I would LOVE to be a sahm but I don't think we could ever afford it!

- I'm so happy my bangs are growing out!!! Why did I cut them in the first place!!

Where did you come up with Crosby??

Ok so it's not a "normal" name. It does have some uniqueness too it, that could be a reason why I like it so much. My husband is a HUGE Pittsburgh Penguin fan and if you know anything about hockey you know that Sydney Crosby is their captain a a very good player for them. We decided years ago that if we had a boy Crosby was going to be his name. I know how much it means to my husband for his little man to be named after something hockey related. I've had some mixed reviews on the name, some love it, some hate it but we love it, and that is all that matters :)

Life...

Here are a few pictures from the past few weeks. I feel like my brain is consumed with baby,baby,baby and I LOVE IT! I'm so blessed to be carrying this little guy :) Much more to come this week...what I have bought so far for Crosby, how we came up with his name, and more baby things!

Dear Crosby

To my baby Crosby,
 My angel from above. I have not even seen your beautiful face but I love you so deeply you have no idea. You mean the world to me and are now the main thought in my mind at all times. Your mommy and daddy love you so so much. You are bringing a new meaning to our life's. It's not just about us anymore it's all about YOU! I know you will love your family when you get here, each one of us are anxiously awaiting your arrival. Your Shu Shu, my mommy is very very excited about you! She has already bought so many outfits for you! You at going to be so stylish!! Your Grandpa Wally can't wait to hold you and give you lots and lots of kisses. As I'm sitting here in the Enterprise office I just felt your little kicks!! I will finish this letter when I can leave here... I have so much to tell you!!!

Love,
Your Mommy

New Years...

Well I'm 4 days late in making my resolutions but at least I'm attempting. I've never really made a list of things I want to change about myself when the new year comes around but I think this year will be different.

Give my husband more kisses. Worry less. Love more. Stop being so competitive. Cook better meals. Enjoy the sun. Cherish time with my family. Be the best mom I can be BUT do not put to much pressure on myself for that. Go to the beach more. Relax. Take walks at night. Learn to love myself, faults and all. Light my candles. Give Bentley more baths. Stop obsessing over money. Put the phone down. Take time for myself. Have more date nights (home or not). Get over my past mistakes. Take more pictures when Crosby arrives. Not taking any moment of Crosby being little for granted because I know how fast it goes. Stop caring about others opinions. BLOG MORE.

We have decided on the name Crosby. Crosby was the first name my husband and I chose because of my hubbys obsession with the Pittsburgh Penguins and the captain of the team is Sydney Crosby. It is different yet not too much. We have had lots of opinions, good and bad but know that this is the perfect name for out little boy. Only a few more months until he is in our arms!